and there you were sitting all silently beside me on the bed beseeched by one person in particular pondering your needs noted forgetting why for fucks sake, why sitting straight up moaning and complaining constantly dozing slowly, spirits sipping and staring and waiting for attention like everythings on earths irrelevant and even though the loins of nature naturally spring life lifting long and proud the personality of the girl sitting right beside me it perpetuates ones self and alleviates any stress, and I mean it when I say that there’s really nothing on my chest, for you to just make me feel fine, that is all I ask.